Adolescence
written on Thursday, 24 July 2014 @ 14:15 ♡
I GOT ACCEPTED TO UNIVERSITY!!! AND NOT JUST ANY UNIVERSITY BUT MY NR 1 CHOICE!!! I’m so happy seriously, it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
Now I can lean back and enjoy life at its fullest. HAHA NOT REALLY
I need to find a job to pay for the university and I also need to get my driver’s license since I am almost 19 and I feel like it’s time to get my shit together. Unfortunately I wasn’t blessed with a mother that thinks her child should rest and not work until it’s done with studying, so I have to go and and get a job.
Sigh, life would be much easier if I wasn’t incredibly lazy and socially awkward…..
This is me 24/7 rn tbh.
I also got into got7 lately and I have to say I am so in love with Jackson he is hilarious!! Other than that I am still missing Kris (HIS NEW SONG IS AMAZING THE FIRST 14 TIMES I LISTENED TO IT I CRIED BLOOD) and I also listen a lot to f(x)’s new album and 2ne1 lately.
Also, I am concidering moving to blogspot (pls dont kill me but I feel like the writing system is better bc for example you can post gifs next to each other and you can’t do that on tumblr)
Emergency Couple, 응급남녀 !!! / School
written on Saturday, 1 February 2014 @ 08:00 ♡
It was a very busy week but finally I have time to do some blogging. Today I want to introduce you to this new drama I am watching and which I HIGHLY recommend!
Like the title of this entry already suggests, the drama I’m talking about is called “Emergency Couple" and basically just started airing. There are 3 episodes so far (TOMORROW WE CAN WATCH THE NEW ONE YAY!! //well or if you understand korean you can watch a livestream) and I love it.
Jin-Hee (Song Ji-Hyo) led a satisfying life as a dietitian. She then met medical school student Chang-Min (Choi Jin-Hyuk). Despite his wealthy family’s strong opposition, Jin-Hee and Chang-Min decided to get married. Chang-Min’s family is full of doctors. Chang-Min though gave up his medical internship and began working as a pharmaceutical salesman. Their marriage life was not happy. Chang-Min’s family looked down on Jin-Hee and even Chang-Min seemed to change. Chang-Min began to think terribly of Jin-Hee and they finally divorced. After their divorce, Jin-Hee became a medical student and now works as an intern. Chang-Min also graduated from medical school and begins to work as an intern. One day, they meet in the emergency room for a hospital where they will both work together. (credit)
Personally, I am really looking forward to the next few episodes and I ship JinHee and ChangMin sO HARD YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I JUST UGGGH!! I am really surprised about JinHyuk's acting though… I didn't expect to like him that much since he pissed me off in “The Heirs”.. but then again even my bae Lee MinHo annoyed me to death in this drama so it doesn’t count hehehhh~~
Other dramas I am currently watching are “My Love from Another Star" and "Inspiring Generation" (bc of Kim HyunJoong of course), both are really good, especially MLFAS is hilarious!
Besides watching numerous dramas and eating everything in sight, I spent this week with having endless emotional breakdowns because of school and a levels. I still don’t know what I want to study and soon I have to decide since I have to apply to several unis soon ;___; help!!
I will continue procrastinating now. Bye! ~
Labels: kdrama talk, regular, school, thoughts
best thing about 2013: it’s over in a week
written on Sunday, 22 December 2013 @ 23:50 ♡
Finally now, it's christmas break! (I STILL HAVE TO BUY SOME PRESENTS HELP)
This friday was horrible. I only had one fucking hour of school and I was even able to decide whether I would go or not and the good girl I am I went, just so that I could get my english exam back and it turns out thAT AGAIN, EVEN AFTER STUDYING SO MOTHERFUCKING MUCH FOR IT I ONLY GOT A C-. IS. THIS. FUCKING. BITCH. FUCKING. KIDDING. ME ?????????? I used to always have a B+ or at least a B.
Ever since the class trip to England, Cornwall she hates me and I recieve nothing but bad grades. Do you know how many times I stayed up till 1am doing stuff for English class just because this fucking bitch has such high standarts?? I even once stayed up till 3am and had to skip french class the next day just so that I could finish all of her big ass assignments and still get some sleep. This woman is mental!!
Do you know how many mails she sent us the past two years? 317. THREE-HUNDRED-SEVENTEEN MOTHERFUCKING MAILS, which mostly contain assignments and articles we are supposed to read added to the homework she gives us during our lessons.
So there is that.
Despite my math exam, another thing bothering me is my former crush. Things are normal again between us, we are back to being friends but somehow I am still disappointed that he is not the guy I thought he were, but that's okay, I guess. I would still really love to be closer friends although I don't think that'll happen anytime soon since we NEVER met outside from school. I kind of gave him hints that I would like to hang out some time, but either he doesn't want to because he's afraid that I'm hitting on him, or he just didn't get it. Whatever the reason is, it sucks.
I really want to start over. My life is so boring and dull right now and I kind of just feel really empty. I hope 2014 will be better than 2008-2013...
By the way, I finished watching The Heirs. I hated the ending.
But I will post more later.
Life
written on Tuesday, 22 October 2013 @ 03:53 ♡
Why can't things be easier?
When I was in England with my Advanced English course I realized how unexperienced and what a prude I am. Everyone, fucking EVERYONE had already at least kissed someone. Everyone, but me.
Most of the people also had had their first time.
I just feel like something is wrong with me. I know, I know; It's okay to not have done all those things and one day my time will come blah blah. But really? I just cant help it and doubt this. What if I never find my soul mate? I usually joke about it, but what if I really die alone?
This is ridiculous. I am only 18, yet I am afraid as fuck.
I don't want to have my first kiss when I'm 35 or something.
Sometimes I think about just going to a party and make out with some stranger who'll probably not remember anything the next day. But then again, I don't want to be that kind of girl (I mean it's okay if you are and stuff it's just not the right thing for me to do, I think). I want my frist kiss to be special and with someone I really like.
The Guys In My Class
written on Tuesday, 17 September 2013 @ 20:46 ♡
First thing that happend was that my phone broke. I accidently threw it on the ground and now it's not working anymore and I need to use one of my mum's old Nokia phones [CLICK] until they fix my Sony Ericsson Xperia.
The second thing that happened is even worse.
Today in Philosophy class our teacher told us to get into groups of 4 and talk about fundamental rights. I don't really have any friends in this class so I asked K, my former crush (who I used to text with a lot), whether I could join him and his friends and he was like "all right sure" so I did.
And that's when it all started.
They made so incredibly fucking much fun about women.
I couldn't believe it. To be honest, yes, it was funny at the beginning.. for the frist 10 minutes.. but then they just went completely overboard and exaggerated waaayy too much. I was getting extremely pissed and even K was laughing with them and making fun of ME and the entire female population, too!!
FUCKING HELL WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH GUYS THESE DAYS????
Literally every guy I've ever known turned out to be a douche bag. You know, I actually believe that I am going to stay single forever because there IS no guy worth spending time with. I mean, I really tried to find one but there isn't. They are all the same.
I am now going to ignore K and his fucking shit-ass-friends for the rest of my school career, since honestly, I deserve better than this.
Another great example for the guys at my school is this other guy I once used to be friends with who walked up to me today and literally started our conversation with telling me what a great ass this woman he saw in the train this morning had. Fucking fuck why the fuck would I fucking want to know about some fucking ass??? What the fuck is wrong with you, mate?? Stop telling me useless stuff I don't fucking care about GODDAMNIT!!
Ugh
written on Wednesday, 28 August 2013 @ 00:20 ♡
The guy I had a crush on, K, he is kind of strange
Today I also started to talk a teeny-tiny bit to his really close friend and we are getting along quite well, too. I wonder what kind of person he is...
I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!! Today's french lessons were horrible enough since we had to practice for this conversation-test in front of the whole fucking class. I don't think you understand how unconfortable I felt.
Monday, first day of school
written on Monday, 19 August 2013 @ 22:55 ♡
I saw my crush today and we smiled at each other but there were no butterflies. I don't know why the fuck this is always happening but somehow I feel like I don't like him anymore? again???
I mean we had this plenary session he sat next to one of his girl friends and she was being all touchy and everything, there was no heartache or anything at all. Which is good because I need to focus on school now, not on boys...