best thing about 2013: it’s over in a week
written on Sunday, 22 December 2013 @ 23:50 ♡
I haven't been updating nor answering messages on here for quite some time and I truly apologise for that. I was having a hard time because of school. My A Levels are in roughly 3 months and I've been writing so many exams lately, meaning = EXTREMELY STRESSED!!!
Finally now, it's christmas break! (I STILL HAVE TO BUY SOME PRESENTS HELP)
This friday was horrible. I only had one fucking hour of school and I was even able to decide whether I would go or not and the good girl I am I went, just so that I could get my english exam back and it turns out thAT AGAIN, EVEN AFTER STUDYING SO MOTHERFUCKING MUCH FOR IT I ONLY GOT A C-. IS. THIS. FUCKING. BITCH. FUCKING. KIDDING. ME ?????????? I used to always have a B+ or at least a B.
Ever since the class trip to England, Cornwall she hates me and I recieve nothing but bad grades. Do you know how many times I stayed up till 1am doing stuff for English class just because this fucking bitch has such high standarts?? I even once stayed up till 3am and had to skip french class the next day just so that I could finish all of her big ass assignments and still get some sleep. This woman is mental!!
Do you know how many mails she sent us the past two years? 317. THREE-HUNDRED-SEVENTEEN MOTHERFUCKING MAILS, which mostly contain assignments and articles we are supposed to read added to the homework she gives us during our lessons.
So there is that.
Despite my math exam, another thing bothering me is my former crush. Things are normal again between us, we are back to being friends but somehow I am still disappointed that he is not the guy I thought he were, but that's okay, I guess. I would still really love to be closer friends although I don't think that'll happen anytime soon since we NEVER met outside from school. I kind of gave him hints that I would like to hang out some time, but either he doesn't want to because he's afraid that I'm hitting on him, or he just didn't get it. Whatever the reason is, it sucks.
I really want to start over. My life is so boring and dull right now and I kind of just feel really empty. I hope 2014 will be better than 2008-2013...
By the way, I finished watching The Heirs. I hated the ending.
But I will post more later.
Finally now, it's christmas break! (I STILL HAVE TO BUY SOME PRESENTS HELP)
This friday was horrible. I only had one fucking hour of school and I was even able to decide whether I would go or not and the good girl I am I went, just so that I could get my english exam back and it turns out thAT AGAIN, EVEN AFTER STUDYING SO MOTHERFUCKING MUCH FOR IT I ONLY GOT A C-. IS. THIS. FUCKING. BITCH. FUCKING. KIDDING. ME ?????????? I used to always have a B+ or at least a B.
Ever since the class trip to England, Cornwall she hates me and I recieve nothing but bad grades. Do you know how many times I stayed up till 1am doing stuff for English class just because this fucking bitch has such high standarts?? I even once stayed up till 3am and had to skip french class the next day just so that I could finish all of her big ass assignments and still get some sleep. This woman is mental!!
Do you know how many mails she sent us the past two years? 317. THREE-HUNDRED-SEVENTEEN MOTHERFUCKING MAILS, which mostly contain assignments and articles we are supposed to read added to the homework she gives us during our lessons.
So there is that.
Despite my math exam, another thing bothering me is my former crush. Things are normal again between us, we are back to being friends but somehow I am still disappointed that he is not the guy I thought he were, but that's okay, I guess. I would still really love to be closer friends although I don't think that'll happen anytime soon since we NEVER met outside from school. I kind of gave him hints that I would like to hang out some time, but either he doesn't want to because he's afraid that I'm hitting on him, or he just didn't get it. Whatever the reason is, it sucks.
I really want to start over. My life is so boring and dull right now and I kind of just feel really empty. I hope 2014 will be better than 2008-2013...
By the way, I finished watching The Heirs. I hated the ending.
But I will post more later.