Bitterness
written on Monday, 8 February 2016 @ 07:21 ♡
I am kind of pissed. Yesterday I went on Snapchat and looked at my ex crush’s story and it was a picture of him (B.) and his girlfriend. Apparently yesterday marks the day they’ve been together for a year. Great, like I don’t give a shit BUT it kind of does bother me that I WAS RIGHT WITH MY SPECULATIONS!!
He was doing stuff with me while being friendzoned by his female best friend and then they eventually did get together and that’s why he abruptly stopped talking to me. He literally only hung out with me because she didn’t let him get some. I re-read my old blog posts to confirm it and I just feel so pathetic for having wasted so many goddamn thoughts on this piece of shit. Wow.
I’m very happy with my boyfriend J, I love him, but the incident with B still made me bitter. So let me tell you, if a guy doesn’t give you 100% from the beginning don’t wait around and wonder why and what you did wrong. Just move on instead.