I lost my virginity
written on Monday, 16 November 2015 @ 17:53 ♡
08.11.2015 - So.. that day I lost my virginity. I was really drunk and my boyfriend of around 2 or 3 months went out partying. I was drunk af tbh but we were having a good time. While we were dancing and enjoying ourselves I somehow got super horny and was all over him the whole time which probably wasn't that appropriate since we were with some friends. I couldn't keep my hands to myself so I asked him if he wanted to go outside and we then started to make out. Hard. I then told him that I wanted to sleep with him tonight and after some time we decided to go to my place and our friends went home as well. At my place I drank a little bit more alcohol bc I was scared that I might chicken out, since sex had always been a huge deal for me. In general letting someone in is anything but easy for me.
So we showered together first and then we went straight to the bed and did it. We used lube since I read online that it would help a lot and put a pillow under my ass haha. I was a little nervous and it hurt a lot at the beginning but then the pain stopped. It didn't feel good or anything, though.
We've done it 2 more times ever since and it still hurts a little when he puts it in but after that I'm fine. I don't feel a sensation, yet but I think that's normal since every woman is different when it comes to sex.
I really like him a lot.
So we showered together first and then we went straight to the bed and did it. We used lube since I read online that it would help a lot and put a pillow under my ass haha. I was a little nervous and it hurt a lot at the beginning but then the pain stopped. It didn't feel good or anything, though.
We've done it 2 more times ever since and it still hurts a little when he puts it in but after that I'm fine. I don't feel a sensation, yet but I think that's normal since every woman is different when it comes to sex.
I really like him a lot.