Valentine's Day aka Forever Alone Day
written on Friday, 14 February 2014 @ 12:51 ♡
Today in school my best friend who usually sits next to me in class was absent and we were having maths so yeah, you can probably guess that I thought I’d be screwed. Turns out I handled everything quite well. So that was good.
Remember this guy I used to have a crush on and then I moved on and was super proud of myself? Yeah well fuck that shit I like him again. UGHHHHHH really don’t know what is wrong with me.. he clearly doesn’t like me that way but I keep thinking about him. WHY?????? This is just so frustrating. :(
Maybe it’s just because I’m lonely and want someone to love.. I am drowning in self-pity oh god someone help me //sigh
I am highly considering drinking some of the left-over vodka from New Year’s and I already bought myself some chocolate.. haha.. I’m so sad.