Hypocrite
written on Friday, 8 November 2013 @ 21:46 ♡
I used to be extremely anti alcohol and everything but now... I actually quite enjoyed being drunk when we were in England. Everything was funnier and I had such a great time.
My closest friends on the other hand don't drink at all and we always look down on those people who brag about being drunk etc. but in the end, I am not that different.
Next month, a friend of ours is throwing a huge party and almost everyone in my year is invited, including me and said friends. I really want to go and have fun and yes, also get drunk, but my friends probably won't approve and think badly about me, also because I always claim to not like drinking that much. JFC what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!! I know I sound incredibly ignorant right now, but I hope they will be leaving the party early... I am a horrible person.