What a horrible, horrible day.
written on Wednesday, 19 November 2014 @ 21:38 ♡
I had a horrible day. A really really horrible horrible day..
First, my *NEW* crush has two new female friends. I know that doesn't mean anything but I LIKED the fact that he didn't have anyone.............. I'm a bad person I know.
Then I wasn't able to talk to this guy I want to be friends with. I don't even know why, I'm just socially awkward and can't communicate with people I care about, I guess. Also I found out he once made out with this girl I don't like and I sent him a friend request a few hours ago and HE STILL HASN'T ACCEPTED IT WTF but ok yeah I'm chill .............
Another thing that happened was that my friends and I were talking and suddenly they started to talk about their meeting. Apparently they are going to meet up and smoke or sth idk and well, they didn't even ask me if I want to come, too. I would've declined anyways so why didn't they ask? But well, I guess they don't really like the fact that I also befriended some other people and don't hang out with them 24/7. Whatever.
(I sound like a total bitch somehow but I'm just really upset about today)
Then I went to the post office and it was closed. Great. After that I went to several stores to ask for a job and I only got 2 positive responses. FML...... Today is just fucking awful.
First, my *NEW* crush has two new female friends. I know that doesn't mean anything but I LIKED the fact that he didn't have anyone.............. I'm a bad person I know.
Then I wasn't able to talk to this guy I want to be friends with. I don't even know why, I'm just socially awkward and can't communicate with people I care about, I guess. Also I found out he once made out with this girl I don't like and I sent him a friend request a few hours ago and HE STILL HASN'T ACCEPTED IT WTF but ok yeah I'm chill .............
Another thing that happened was that my friends and I were talking and suddenly they started to talk about their meeting. Apparently they are going to meet up and smoke or sth idk and well, they didn't even ask me if I want to come, too. I would've declined anyways so why didn't they ask? But well, I guess they don't really like the fact that I also befriended some other people and don't hang out with them 24/7. Whatever.
(I sound like a total bitch somehow but I'm just really upset about today)
Then I went to the post office and it was closed. Great. After that I went to several stores to ask for a job and I only got 2 positive responses. FML...... Today is just fucking awful.