Fuck boys
written on Wednesday, 3 September 2014 @ 21:36 ♡
I hate boys. All of them. In my last entry I wrote about my ex crush aka my "online friend" who I know from school but who I never met outside from school. He basically invited me over and said he would let me know as soon as he's free so that we can hang out but of course he never messaged me again. Or well, he did, but only about random stuff, he never mentioned our meeting. So I guess that's it. I'm done.
I have to admit, I feel really fucking stupid. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even capable of making new friends....
Yesterday I went to my university's Facebook page and saw that some guy who apparently just moved to my city is studying the same subject as me and he was looking for someone to talk to I guess? Since he made a post about it... So I replied and added him as a friend and we ended up talking privately on fb and he said he would msg me again today because of something regarding our uni but he didn't. Sigh. He probably just forgot or was occupied with other things but it's still frustrating. EVERYTHING IS FRUSTRATING.
I am going to be a one man wolfs pack, I s2g..
Also, I still hate my job. I really want to quit but I need the money...